Yes, she is adorable. This is from Ostara 2002. S…

Yes, she is adorable. This is from Ostara 2002. She was 3 1/2 here. She’s 6 1/2 now.

Unemployment Blues [040902]

4/9/2002 12:08:22 PM

It’s been almost three months. I’ve interviewed a half-dozen times for the four dozen positions I’ve applied for. Job searching is depressing. I’ve received an offer from the Stark County Data Processing Department for an unbelievably low salary. I’m actually considering it, just to get back to work. Problem is, that I really don’t want a job like that, but I understand that I need to get back to an income. The money is running out. Much as I was trying to remain vigilant in my effort to stay on a schedule, I’ve found many a morning where Mia and I are lounging about the condo and getting to school around 10 in the morning. That must change. I need to remained focused on progressing. Challenging myself. I had to have root canal two weeks ago. Ended up getting a pain script which I took and woke my disease up. That’s been lingering for a week now. Hopefully it’ll fall back to sleep soon. My house is not really in order. I’m finding it difficult even to muster up enough ambition to mail the bills. I believe this is what is known as depression and I don’t like it one bit. I’ve mailed my application for the TOS off and the packet should be returned to me shortly. I look forward to receiving that. I’m on a subcommittee for that OCNA XXI Planning group. I’m working with Tim W. and Jim D. on the Convention Information group. They want me to design a website. I think that will be a good experience for me. I’m also doing Tedd W. website for “Mathilda” the comic book he’s produced. Two more sites. I need to get going on J.R. Shoups website too.

• Thumbprint
• Brouse Internal
• Brouse External
• Hudson Printing
• Voodoo Maverick
• J.R. Shoup Inc.
• WRASNA
• OCNA XXI Convention
• ThinkAbacus.com
• Photography Catalogue
• Story Catalog
• House of Chaos
• Krewe of Chartreuse

It’s raining. That Ohio rain that is grey and just pours down on you. Not a cleansing rain. Not a ferocious storm. Just the insipid grey rain that drones on and on without purpose. That is what Ohio is about for me. I know it’s time to move on, but I have to manifest the Will that will carry me along to my true direction. True Purpose. I can’t leave just to run. I have to have a destination before I leave. That irritates me. I want to just go. But I know that isn’t that way is has to be.

2002 Easte3r

2002 Easte3r

Mia and Mom @ Virginia Beach – Spring Break 2002 …

Mia and Mom @ Virginia Beach – Spring Break 2002

040302 – Easter

040302 – Easter